I Am Still A Blogger

Hi lady! It’s been about a month since I wrote to you. I felt so bad for not blogging. I felt like my goals for the blog for this year were slipping away from me. Then I saw this quote and immediately a weight was lifted off of my shoulders.

I haven’t blogged in a while because I slowed down. I took a break. I couldn’t afford to create at my full potential. Don’t get me wrong, the ideas have been flowing, but not my production. I focused on my mental health. I focused on my healing journey. I focused on keeping a roof over my head. I focused on my education. I understand now that I don’t always have to be “producing” or contributing. Sometimes I just need to be “living.”

I am still a blogger even though I slowed down. I am still a blogger even though I focused on other things that are technically beneficial for my gift of writing. I learned during this break to take one thing at a time. I don’t have to do everything all at once. I took this time to think about how many times I want to post a month. I know for me I can put down this number to meet, but it may not be reasonable for where I am in life to produce. I had to learn that it is okay to pivot your goals based on where you are. To be honest this pressure comes from my negative thought life. Thinking that I am behind and that I am not doing enough. My therapist is working on this with me as we speak and I am willing to cancel the limiting beliefs I have believed about myself and my life. Truth is I am right where God wants me to be!

I want to thank you for your support sis! It means so much to me to have you as a loyal reader. I promise that I am back to blogging, but I will not be striving to post every Thursday. I am still praying on a consistent schedule, but I am down with my break! I love you and I appreciate you so much!